[Spirituality] When your life runs so fast…

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Hi dear readers,

The weekend is coming closer and I cannot wait, as usual, to have some nice rest. Stress is becoming more important, more papers to be marked, classes to prepare, some meetings with fellow teachers, some approaches I need to modify, etc. In a nutshell, my mind is not having any rest. Hopefully, I have found some solutions today so I am less under pressure. Still, I know some other obstacles will be coming my way. Besides, my personal life has taken a nice turn. Though things are looking nicer, I can feel and observe that some of my friends are « fading away ». Is is a skimming-process, meaning that some people are not meant to be part of my life any longer? Though I am happy, more smiling, I have some clouds in my heart. Hopefully I have found somebody who understand and more importantly, who doesn’t take things too personally, unlike me.

Well, I need to get back to the subject at hand. For some months now I have noticed that I had not had any real time to go deeper into my spiritual life. Am I not ready? Am I true to my spiritual commitments? Am I faithful or waiting for any relevant signs showing me where to head to?

Today, when I had an appointment with my bank manager, I thanked Mercury with grateful thoughts about the deal I was doing with him (not Mercury, the bank manager). I have not prayed to Mercury that much but seems I will have to talk to him more often. Of course, Athena is my shield-maiden, I do not dare ask Hekate for guidance though tough moments and times (though I sometimes think about her), I wonder whether to study more about Cerrydwen. There is so much to discover with so many Deities that I have been feeling guilty for not having enough time to devote myself to them. What should I do if I am in need of time to make way for them into my life?

I hope to find a satisfying answer soon!



À propos de Sighild

Une Celte passionnée, analysant parfois trop, curieuse et toujours avec des idées parfois farfelues. Végétarienne, mélomane, poétesse et renouant avec la Nature et ses cycles. Ce blog est mon repaire, parfois un peu fantasque, échevelé, alambiqué et souvent très spontané. A vegetarian Celtic lady, roaming on the Earth and a stargazer, passionate, sensitive, sometimes a warrior. This blog is my lair where I play with concepts, words, thoughts and dreams.

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